Diary of My soul

It was so sad looking at my mum right now. I know that she had lots of problem inside her that she cant able to talk about it. My mum had stoke 4 years ago. After that attacted, my mum couldn’t talk like usually, she talked word by word and quite difficult for her to create a sentences. The way she walk also not like a normal person, her right hand and right leg was less normal. But she was able to walk , take bath and dress her self. She even cooked for us everyday even with helper help.

Her left hand was so strong since she used to use it and never user her right hand anymore. Her emotion also ups side down. The whole family also dunno what to do to her. We had encourage her to exersice and everything but she just never listen. Or maybe we also never help her and be patient with her yeah… i dunno.

These two day, we found out that she got this bleeding. we all were surpeised since she already menopause for 4 years now. We brought her to docter and the docter still cant say anything , we still need waiting for more check up and lab test.

Well… I was no feeling about this, you see, I see from different perspective where this was God williness to mum , He wants her to look again and seek again the God’s glory. Since she used to be closed with God. But she also got mad at God for her stroke.  She has been disobey what God’s law and rule.

So clear about this and I still need God’s mercy and wisdom to help and reveal everything to mum. I also can still see the living courage and spirit inside her. Please help pray for my mum as well, let her got God’s salvation as well yeah… We surrender to You God. Help this family oh Lord. Amien Lord