Today , my first day, I came out from my house, went to work. Finally I felt healthy again. Even still have a little cold efffect but I got energy to do the work. Hopefully can be able stay till night. Since so many activities need to do. Gambate….

The fact is it takes energy to do God’s will. What do you do when you run out of energy?

God suggests when we’re feeling uneasy, perhaps low on energy; we should be still and get quiet before him: “Lord, when doubts fill my mind, when my heart is in turmoil, quiet me and give me renewed hope and cheer” (Psalm 94:19 LB).

But many of us have trouble getting quiet. It’s as if we are afraid of silence; it makes us very uncomfortable. The moment we get in the car, the radio or CD player goes on. The moment we get home, the TV goes on.

Yet, God, in a sense, says, “If you want to lower your stress, it’s as simple as this: Shut up. Be silent. Stop talking and start listening.”

I suggest that once a day you should go out in your backyard, sit down, and just be quiet. I’m not talking about reading your Bible. You ought to read your Bible every day, but I mean get alone for five minutes a day and be completely silent. Ask God a question, and then just sit and listen.

Sometimes we say, “God, I really need your guidance on this,” and then we get up and walk off. We don’t wait for an answer. Could it be the reason we never hear from God is we never listen?

Learn to take little mini-breaks during the day. When you feel your blood pressure rising, stop and say, “God, I want to tune in on you again. I want to focus in on you.” I’m not suggesting thirty minutes of meditation. I’m talking about fifteen or twenty seconds. Just little mini-breaks to stop and be quiet.

Why is this important? Because the race of life is tough and, quite honestly, it’s tough to live God’s plan for your life. It’s important to be still and know He is there.

Here’s an easy formula I use: Divert daily, withdraw weekly, abandon annually. Get quiet once a day, take one day a week to rest, and always take some sort of vacation at least once a year.
by Rick Warren

I know that God had been working through in my life. In every detail of my daily life. He also prepared me for something big and wonderful.

Recently I was  lack of faith in some area , but God had send me many friends to help me to gain back my faith and my believe to all His promises. I know that we must  had a big Faith for and to receive God’s Glory in our life.

When we had those confidence in Our Father in Heaven, everything will be work smoothly and so much bless will come upon You. Even people surround you can see your positif attitude and spirit in you. It was a wonderful feeling. Yeah..even you know that the problem was still there but you will had a different blessing in some other area that ypu probably didnt ever expected. If you really surrender your problem to God, slowly but sure, He will fix up evertyhing for you. He is the God who can do the impossible thing. Nothing is impposible when we live in Him.

Don’t try to help God by interupt His work. All what we had to do is to pray and stay still. In this situatios God really challege my patient, so how about you?

Her left hand was so strong since she used to use it and never user her right hand anymore. Her emotion also ups side down. The whole family also dunno what to do to her. We had encourage her to exersice and everything but she just never listen. Or maybe we also never help her and be patient with her yeah… i dunno.

These two day, we found out that she got this bleeding. we all were surpeised since she already menopause for 4 years now. We brought her to docter and the docter still cant say anything , we still need waiting for more check up and lab test.

Well… I was no feeling about this, you see, I see from different perspective where this was God williness to mum , He wants her to look again and seek again the God’s glory. Since she used to be closed with God. But she also got mad at God for her stroke.  She has been disobey what God’s law and rule.

So clear about this and I still need God’s mercy and wisdom to help and reveal everything to mum. I also can still see the living courage and spirit inside her. Please help pray for my mum as well, let her got God’s salvation as well yeah… We surrender to You God. Help this family oh Lord. Amien Lord

I had been struggle and confused lately by someone who really special for me. The way he acted was so confusing and no explainan from him. But with the help of this book, wow…it was really open my mind, help me to understand him alot and we, as woman, we also can help our man to prevent such bad behave that most woman didn’t agree or like it.

I recommend this book to all women out there, you wont regret it after you read it.

They had this product but the not the D series that I looked. So I just skipped it.

Then I went to Hartono , near my house there. They has promo BCA Credit Card, we can load the product that we purcase with 0% interest. so good right. So I went there, and bit dissappointed because they didnt had much options of net book there. :(  They had this Acer Aspire One D series but only black colour, no other colour.

Really dont have any choices. :(. I went home with not a happy mood.

Then I talked about it to my sister and my sister in law. They said, the option was quite ok. The product is good and I also can loan in for 12 months with 0% persen, eventhough it was only black color. They said, I couldnt find that offer in any other shop in town. Since they had work together with this BCA.

And now, I am still wondering. And calculating my financial.  Now start thinking the use and everything for me and my job. 1. it will be help me doing my business. 2. it will boost up my economy website e-commerce ( www.grahakios.com ) since i will be able to online at night at home. 3. will help me to update and study more about this internet marketing. 4. will I able to pay the loan?? I know it was only the amount of my teaching drawing lesson , but then i also still need to pay arai scholarship.

Wuaooo…so confused. And really bit doubt as well….

But again…. like the last week sermon, we have to believe in God , why we should doubt if God is our provider and always keep His promise. 

So … just bring this in God’s present yeah…

Well, God, I bring this Acer Aspire One D series into Your hand Lord, let by this device , I will be able boost up my company selling and marketing Lord. So that I will be able to pay Arai’s scholarship ( as You asked me too) and pay the loan as well. And can be benefit into my WB ministry as well Lord. In the name of Jesus, Amien. ^_^

After a night of beatings and mocking, after being crowned with painful thorns, Jesus was crucified. Crucifixion is probably the most brutal and torturous death penalty ever devised by men. His hands were stretched out wide against the cross and nailed through the two bones in each wrist. As the nails went through this part of the flesh, they would strike the nerve that travels up the arm and cause excruciating pain.

If you hang this way for any period of time, the muscles around your chest cavity become paralyzed. You can breathe in but you can’t breathe out. Death on a cross is really a simple matter of suffocation, except the Romans didn’t want to make it that easy. They’d take a person’s knees and bend them a little bit and nail the feet to the cross.

So a man would hang there in absolute agony until the pain in his chest was about to explode, and then he would lift himself up on his nailed feet to grab a breath. When the pain in his feet grew unbearable, he’d let himself back down again until the pain in his lungs became unbearable. It was an incredibly torturous event.

Eventually, the soldiers would break the legs of the criminal to hasten death by suffocation.

In the case of Jesus, they didn’t have to break His legs, because He had already died. But just to make sure, they stuck a spear in His side. Water and blood came out of the chest cavity, which, doctors say, only happens if the heart rips. You can call it what you want, but Jesus died of a broken heart.

Why did Jesus have to die? Because He alone was able to pay for your sins. You deserved punishment, but Jesus paid the penalty for you: “For Christ died for sins once for all, the righteous for the unrighteous, to bring you to God” (1 Peter 3:18 NIV).

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“That’s what Christ did definitively: suffered because of others’ sins, the Righteous One for the unrighteous ones. He went through it all—was put to death and then made alive—to bring us to God” (1 Peter 3:18 MSG).
I get it from www.purposedriven.com

I was so brooken heart this days. God gaved me so much confirmation about my case actually. But the think that I expected not yet come. really tired to be in waiting room Lord.

Until I just gave up and dont care anymore about this thing. Just leave it to God.

Then last night I went to prayer meeting. I was weeping when we sang a whorship song. It really touched my heart and felt , I need a help from Him. My mind was wondering in my previous days where God was so good and showed His miracle to me.

On this problem, I need to be more patient and reallly have faith that God will answer and will give the best thing beside from what I expected.

He will never fail you, nor He wont be late. Everything was so beautiful in its time.

Just believed and had more courage to God. Cox only with Him we can still in here. Dont worry to much. He knows what best for us.

Thank you Lord and I was glad that I came to that prayer night. God had give me the answer to me, to my broken and hopeless feeling. He heal my heart that night and wrap my broken heart with His love.

I just taught her the step and she just followed. And amazingly, her drawing was so good compare to my others student.

She eager to draw and learn. She draw many object. Draw fish, spoon, chair, castle and many more. She even can create story based on what her drawing.

She drew till I was hard to stop her. hehehe….

To do what i like to do most. Designing my own character cartoon. I already had one , few years back. But i almost forgot about it.

I thought I want to bring that alive again.

Really give me some inspiring. I used to inspire people and now I got inspired. So happy.

Maybe should find a 20 min - 30 min a day to work on that cartoon again.